So I got bumped from flight after flight, so I have decided to change my plans and take a few days for myself before embarking on my cross country travels of sorts. (I am always at the ready for a change.)
I have to get my truck from Florida. My cousin, Erik, came and collected "his" car yesterday. In his defense, I was supposed to be out of town yesterday, but still, he isn't going anywhere until Tuesday, and he is flying. What was the big hurry on the car? None. He just wanted it because he feels it is his. Plain and simple. Like everything else. He does not want the house, just the money, he said. My grandfather flat out said Erik could buy it, and if not, then I could buy it. Well, I am going into no-more-miss-nice-girl-tired-of-being-walked-on-get-out-of-my-effing-way-mode!
Then I plan to drive to Virginia, with a stop over in NC at my storage unit to see what is there and what I will need to get it here. I will bring a few things back with me too I think. From there I am not certain. A few days at the beach with Cheryl and Suzette and Ben? Zach is taken care of pretty much for the month so that I can get done what I need to get done and also find some time for myself.
In any case, I am just taking one day at a time. I am working hard to try and please everyone it seems when I really just want to be a little selfish and please me. It does not seem to be within the scope of my personality at the moment. I can't think of a time when someone was in need and asked me to help that I did not come and do just that. I kinda wish I had asked for an I.O.U. like the Pretender, when he said he would ask for a favor later? I think it was the Pretender anyway. Who am I kidding? I would never cash it in.
I have to get my truck from Florida. My cousin, Erik, came and collected "his" car yesterday. In his defense, I was supposed to be out of town yesterday, but still, he isn't going anywhere until Tuesday, and he is flying. What was the big hurry on the car? None. He just wanted it because he feels it is his. Plain and simple. Like everything else. He does not want the house, just the money, he said. My grandfather flat out said Erik could buy it, and if not, then I could buy it. Well, I am going into no-more-miss-nice-girl-tired-of-being-walked-on-get-out-of-my-effing-way-mode!
Then I plan to drive to Virginia, with a stop over in NC at my storage unit to see what is there and what I will need to get it here. I will bring a few things back with me too I think. From there I am not certain. A few days at the beach with Cheryl and Suzette and Ben? Zach is taken care of pretty much for the month so that I can get done what I need to get done and also find some time for myself.
In any case, I am just taking one day at a time. I am working hard to try and please everyone it seems when I really just want to be a little selfish and please me. It does not seem to be within the scope of my personality at the moment. I can't think of a time when someone was in need and asked me to help that I did not come and do just that. I kinda wish I had asked for an I.O.U. like the Pretender, when he said he would ask for a favor later? I think it was the Pretender anyway. Who am I kidding? I would never cash it in.
Maybe you should take a few days to yourself to re-watch The Pretender.
ReplyDeleteReally, though, what is it you always tell me? Something about not trying to please everyone else . . .
When's the last time you asked for help, miss missy? -sh
ReplyDeleteHelp! You. Wes. Here. Helping me remodel. Awesome. You know I don't like taking advantage of people, especially family and people I love, sis.
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