I am done

I hate people who are dishonest, especially those who pull it off so well. I am tired of trying to figure people out. I am tired of trusting people, though very few, only to find out that they are all liars or deceitful or just out to get what they want. I am no longer going to step up for anyone, no longer going to be there for anyone, no longer going to want to be with anyone. I am just tired of being let down, disappointed and sad. I am tired. So from now on, I am going to pretend I do not have a heart at all. I have only a logical, thinking brain with no mushy, repulsive, squishy feelings. I am going to be cold, calculating and selfish. Those are the only people who seem to make it in this society, so I am joining the ranks. I am done being laughed at for allowing people to take advantage of me. I am done with sunshine and butterfly kisses and puppies. That person is gone.