I made an error in judgement on New Year's Eve. I thought that my saying "I just want to be friends" from day one would do it. As my previous post suggested, I was confronted with full-male-frontal-nudity on New Year's Eve. The nudity was actually very appealing, and the guy quite willing, but I am just not attracted to him in a sexual way. I mean, I could have sex with him. Men really don't care that you are not into them as long as you kinda pretend to be for a short time. He loves me he says. How is that possible? I never put off any love vibes for him. But this is not the first time that I did not know I was dating a man when he thought I was. There has only been one time when I denied being in love with a man when I really was, and you all know that story pretty well. (Sorry that it no longer resides in my blog.)
I digress. What should I do about this guy, who we will continue to call Hotrod? I thought it was a done deal after the 1st, but now, I get a text checking on me again. I am nothing special really. I guess I am pretty, kinda funny, healthy for the most part, and intelligent for sure, but not someone guys would want to keep trying to save, yet, that is exactly what keeps happening. Except for the one who got away of course.
Have sex because he seems to really want to be with me or just reiterate how I feel and hope for the friendship?
I digress. What should I do about this guy, who we will continue to call Hotrod? I thought it was a done deal after the 1st, but now, I get a text checking on me again. I am nothing special really. I guess I am pretty, kinda funny, healthy for the most part, and intelligent for sure, but not someone guys would want to keep trying to save, yet, that is exactly what keeps happening. Except for the one who got away of course.
Have sex because he seems to really want to be with me or just reiterate how I feel and hope for the friendship?
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